Monday, July 28, 2008
women's meeting and church yesterday
Sunday, July 27, 2008
evangelism...maps...young people... the move of God
we are in a city called jebel. there is only one very small evangelical church in the city. can you imagine that? only one church. the rest are mosques and a greek orthodox temple. we heard the prayer call at 5am this morning. i put my prayer shawl on and just laid under it and prayed. wow. but there are some really awesome believers here, the family we are staying with for instance...so divinely appointed by God for major evangelism to impact the country. of all the people we could have stayed with, we are staying with people with a real heart for real work and real results for the Kingdom. they have a map of Bulgaria in their living room (and you know we totally dig maps) so we all gathered around it and prayed. God really poured out blessings during that prayer time. this morning we are going back to the church where we had a missionary conference yesterday.
there are so many young people here. you can see in their faces that they have nothing to live for. they need life, they need vision, they need purpose. and the hardest thing for me is, you can't even talk to them because of the language barrier and so you just kind of sit there and hurt for them. i've asked if anybody is trying to reach the young people. the answer was no. i'm looking around and seeing a whole generation of young adults and nobody's trying to reach them. i almost lost it in the restaurant.
what are we going to do? we have to do something. somebody has to do something. we have to let them know there is more than cigarrettes and alcohol and sex and emotional highs. you can still feel the oppression from communism... you can still feel it hanging in the air. this kind of bland, flatline feeling...gray, nothing. and when you look into a beautiful young face and see that gray thing hanging in their eyes it is unbearable. it is awful.
but i know God will not let it stay like this. i know He is planning a massive overthrow all over the earth and young people everywhere are going to be saved and set on fire by the Holy Ghost. that is my comfort. it's not far away. it WILL happen. and i'm saying yeah God, do it here. Whew and what a beautiful thing it will be. i don't know how He's going to do it, but i know that He will. so i'm waiting to see it. and today in the church, elaine wants me to share some of this...so by God's grace i will say whatever He allows me to say.
amen.
Friday, July 25, 2008
ok...food! coffee!
quick intro
Friday, July 18, 2008
long time no post!
Thursday, May 3, 2007
making rent
let me back up just a little to say that while i was in india i was not on vacation. i was on unpaid leave from work... i.e. i wasn't bringing in my normal paycheck. so when i got back i still had bills to pay.
back to a few days ago. so far i had been doing fine since i got back, and then somehow payday and the day rent was due were just a little too far apart. i had two checks from friends who had sent me money (God is good) to help with living expenses when i got back. i hadn't cashed them yet and was kind of saving them. so i thanked God for those and endorsed them.
then, i started randomly cleaning out my planner... and i find another check! a friend of my parents had made it out before my trip and not knowing who to make it out to, left the pay to the order of line blank... cha-ching! i endorsed that one too! by this time my faith was totally strengthened that God would take care of it, even though i still needed a little more. so i went to bed and the next morning (the day i had to pay it) my mom called and said that i had gotten a check in the mail and did i want her to deposit it in my account! um...let me see YES!
wow! so i had all the money i needed within less than 24 hours. isn't God amazing?? He told me not to worry about it... and look what He did! A Father who takes care of me and watches my back even when i don't know it needs watching. He can do that for you too! He is always faithful.
hindi
isn't that crazy? i should translate this entire blog.... just kidding
just in case you didn't know, hindi is the language of india